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Friday, April 04, 2008
9:06 AM I envy my poly mates... And I'm sooooooo envy of my 2nd sister... And also... envy some of my sec. schl friends... And also... some of the bloggers' life that I used to read... And compared their life to mine... Sigh... Boyfie spent too much with his work. You would probably asked me to tell him how I feel about this right? But that doesnt work either. I did told him, but his response... to earn salary for him. His job life is always difficult. Ever since I knew him way back. Why is it always like that for him? And I can't be selfish and complained to him that he's so into his work. 'Cause I do not want to add more pressure. I really want him to get some cash for himself so I gotta be there for him. But do I need to sacrifice my feelings? We spent so little time together. Compared to my sister's life with her man, I just feel so envy. But I guess, it's better than nothing. Even it's just for a little time, I guess I gotta be glad that at least he still think of me and wants to spend the time with me but due to work, he can't. There's one time, we were supposed to meet after work. Waited for him at Marina Square and he text me he will be late as a last minute meeting just pop up. I waited for him for about 1 hr or so. As I sat outside near the Star Bucks (opposite esplanade) just looking at the stars at night, I feel so pathetic and for no reasons, I just wanna cry. How come I always have to wait for him during our meet ups? Sigh... Oh well, don't worry about me, I'm ok. I just feel like letting my feelings out. ^^ My friends are busy with their own life. I can't complain to them. I just realized that amidst of having a lot of friends in my life, I got none that I can cry a shoulder to. Only boyfie. And if he's busy with his work, I got no one. That bad right... To top it all... I guess I missed him so badly. :) |
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