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Monday, May 02, 2005
12:32 AM Friends... They can be important in our lives and sometimes, we can't live without them. Without them... who else can we talk to, when we want to talk about things that parents could not even understand... who else can we laugh out loud and joke around with, when we are bored.... and who else can we be there for each other, when you need them by your side... BUT if your life is totally different from them, can we still be friends? Today is one of my poly mate's wedding day. She's the one in the middle of the pic above. That was taken when we are still studying in poly. Boy... Time really flies... We were once just being teenagers going to school and checking out guys and NOW... we are adults with career in our lives and one being a housewife.. Anyway, me & another of my poly mate including her friend, went to our friend's place around 7 plus and hang out in her room. It's great to meet them, since we ourselves are too busy with our work and our own lives... We even talk about our poly days and went back to all the memories that we share with each other during those days... We even laugh at the silly and immature things that we had done back then.. Those are the only common things that I can relate to them and be a part of them... But once they talk about clubbing and their night lives... I'll be the one who keeps quiet and just listen... And I'll be like the one you guys normally see in TV or shows, who just laughs and smile to things even though I do not know what they are talking about... (Like the character of an unpopular girl who just wants to belong in a group of friends) Their bonds of friendship is much more closer as they spend more time together during their night lives. And I felt so left out... Sometimes I longed to be a part of that too... Just to belong & have that common things with them... But too bad, I can't have those night life and furthermore, it's not me!! Deep down, I know that they may not realise I'm being left out and I know they didnt mean it... It's just me who feel this way... I'm actually thankful to them for being my friends. They are a great bunch of friends and I truly enjoy their presence in my life during poly days... So I guess we can always be friends. It's just that the bond between us is totally different. Went thru my friend's website and saw these pics below... I miss my poly days... *sob sob* |
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