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asilah


D.O.B: 21 December 1982
Career: Accounts Officer
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
9:43 PM

Assalamua'laikum Wr Wb

Was going through my email at work when I got an email from S. Subject: my picture... And I was like... Finally.. Haha.. At least he still remember that he hasn't shown me his pic yet. I thought he had forgotten all about it. So I opened it up and there he was.. Doesnt looked like Arab guy to me.. Well, I guess he would say "I told ya so..." to me..

But the thing is that, I find his face so familiar and I was wondering why... When suddenly I know the reason. His face looked like N!!!!! I mean like if you see at a glance, it looked like N!! And I was like darn... Of all the faces eh, why N??? Man.. now if i'm gonna meet up with S, I would always remember N! And I dont know why I cant just forget N even though he's the bad guy!!

Entahlah.. maybe S is different. It's difficult to trust any guys nowadays. They can be good to ya and at the same time do something else.. You may never know... OK, lets stop talking about this stupid N that I somehow cant seem to forget... Darn now all those stupid memories are coming back to me... Ok ok.. Asilah!! Get a grip!!! *Takes a few deep breath*


Dont love some1 for their looks because looks can deceive
Dont go for wealth, even that fades away
Love some1 who makes you smile,
because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright...


Sunday, May 23, 2004
3:09 PM

Assalamua'laikum Wr Wb

So like my new blog?? Isnt it so sweet?? Hehehe... So bored today that I decided to change my blog...

Anyway... the weekends gonna end already!! Back to work tomorrow and faced all the accounts job that I hadnt finished yet. Sigh... I think I need a break. Yeah... I think I'm gonna take a 2 days leave on Mon & Tues during the June Holidays. So I'm gonna end up with 4 days leave!! Yeah!! Gd idea...

S called me yesterday and I didnt hear my hp rang!! Left the hp in my bag until at 1 am and realised that there were 2 missed call!! How stupid am I to leave my hp in the bag?? Do u know how many times had I expected him to call me and when he had called, I had missed it!! Super Bollocks!!!! Sent a msg saying sorry and everything but until now I still nvr got any reply from him...

Oh well... I learnt my lesson now... Always keep your handphone by your side. No matter what happens!! Hahaha... ;P


Saturday, May 22, 2004
10:19 PM

Assalamua'laikum Wr Wb

Yo yo yo!! Hehe... I'm so happy today!! Wanna know why?? I had taken a photo with DJ Sempoi!!! hahaha... My fav radio Dj who I'd to sneak at work to listen to his program... Lucky for me I wore a tudung so my boss could not see the headset that linked to my handphone radio... Hehe..

Accompany my mom to Tanjong Katong Complex to see the Ria Event.. All the Djs were there except for a few.. Shah was so damn funny teasing the audience and I laughed all through out the show... Enjoy it so far even though I had to stand for 3 hours!! My poor feet... Lucky I was standing at the 2nd level so there was a railing for me to support.

Oh ya... One thing I forgot to mention that when I was taking my pic with Sempoi, I asked my mum to take for me and her hands were shaking so bad that she couldnt take the photo!! haha... I was like.. "Ma... jgn geletar... nanti gambar tak nampak..." And Sempoi was also saying... "Cik... Asal tangan geletar sampai gituh sekali..." Haha... Lucky I asked somebody to take it for me.. Phew..

S called me a few back then, wanting to talk to me. Thats gd... Talked to him until he reached his home. It seems he can only talk on the phone when he's outside instead at home, where he only sms me... Hmm, I wonder why... Bollocks! Why should I even be thinking abt this??? He's just a friend!!



Saturday, May 15, 2004
11:25 AM

Assalamua'laikum Wr Wb

Watch Pesta Perdana and enjoyed it pretty much. Eventhough I caught it at 930 coz I went back from work late, I still manage to rush back home and watch it. Just to catch Aaron Aziz n others artist there.. hehehe...

Didnt know Steve Emanuel is gonna be there. When he appeared, I practically screamed like mad. Hahaha... Dad kinda scold me for my crazy behaviour and my mum just kinda laugh... Steve is so darn cute!!! hahaha but Aaron Aziz is still on my top fav list artist. Anyway, Suhaimi was funny all the way.. Couldnt stop laughing while watching the show.

Anyway, Aaron Aziz got the award for being the popular artist. Well, eventhough he got the 2nd place, at least he's still popular and also still got an award rather than having none.. Rezeki...

Sigh... At work now, finishing some job so that I could finish it on Monday. Hmm... but I dont think I wanna stay in the office all alone on a saturday. Its saturday man!! Gotta go out... but where ar... hmmm... maybe I think about it later...




12:27 AM

Assalamua'laikum Wr Wb

Been stressful nowadays... Dateline's getting nearer and nearer AND i havent even finished any of my job yet... Sigh... Lucky for me that this is just a small CPA firm. Not one of the 5 big companies... If not, I'd probably have a lot of white hair!! haha...

Caught Van Helsing on Wednesday i think. The show was good... The story is some sort like The Underworld movie. Much more better! Lucky I caught the movie, at least I enjoyed it and stop thinking abt my work... Part of the stress was gone but it'll come back when i reached my office... haha..

I'm addicted to 89.7 FM RIA!!! Blame it on my mum who introduced it at me. I was a Perfect 10 station listener and now converting to RIA!! Kept sending a lot of sms to the station and I dont know how my handphone bill is going to turn out later... Hope it's not that ex...

S has been keeping himself busy i guess. Not a single sms or reply to me... Well, funny that it doesnt affect me or anything... Hmm, a gd thing right?? *wonders*


Guys are like stars; there are a million of them
but only one can make your dreams come true...

Monday, May 10, 2004
1:32 PM

Assalammua'laikum Wr Wb

Been busy nowadays with work and no time to blog. These few days has been a stressful time for me. Datelines are overdue and i have not yet finished my job. Crap...

Anyway, went shopping during the weekend with my mum... Its mother's day on sunday so i had to get my mum out of the house so that i can buy something that she wants. There was a sale at Seiyu (Bugis Junction)- 20% storewide and there was so many things i wanna buy but i have to keep in mind that I need to save some money left. Dont wanna spend all of it in one go.

Saw a pierre cardin red wallet at bugis and when i asked for it, its sold out. Man.. i have high hopes on buying that wallet. Was so dissapointed but then I remembered that Ck Tang was also having a 20% sale. Ask my mum to go there and again the wallet that I want, was also sold out!!! Argghhh... then finally, went to takashimaya... and guess what? I notice that wallet and immediately asked for it. I was darn lucky as the sale girl told me that there was only one left... Phew!! Rezeki... Hehehe

In the end, I'd spent about $200+. If it werent for my tiring legs, I would have spend more. Bought a pierre cardin wallet, bracelet, some hp accessories, and a handbag for my mum... The sale really gets into me... Haha..

Sunday, May 02, 2004
12:12 AM

frustrated


Argghhh!!! I feel like punching something!! I'm so pissed off @ this person... Who likes to iritate me so much! I wonder why I even take his call and talked to him. At first it was ok, then when he was mumbling and i couldnt hear a damn word he said, he call me deaf (oi pekak)... He also called me stupid (eh bodoh) if I dont know anything... Alamak, tell me who wouldnt get pissed off!! Not one time, but many times he call me that... And I wondered why i bothered to talk to him. What a fool I am!!

Then we were talking abt anakmelayu website and he told me he saw my pictures there. Told me that I cant put my old pictures when i was not wearing tudung... He said got such agama. When i told him that my mum never said anything when she saw my pictures in the website, he sort of raised his voice and said "how u know, you never study your religion" ("Mana u tau... U kan tak belajar agama...") And then ordered me to delete the pictures. Wah2, seriously i cant stand it anymore... I gave him a piece of my mind. And just end the call like that. I mean who is he to tell me that... He's not my mum, or my dad or even my boyfriend to order me around.

Then I called S... Well, he's the one I can only turned to abt agama stuff becoz he's so good about it. Better than me... Anyway, told him the story and he said that it's actually correct. He said that rambut perempuan tu Aurat so since I had wear one, I have already covered it. People sees you wearing tudung but when in the picture they can see our hair. So it's not good for me to put old pictures of me when I was not wearing tudung... It's like u see a person naked on the magazine even though at outside, this person is fully clothed. So its still a sin...

All i can say was okay... Asked him whtr its my fault or not for getting mad at the irritating person but S said told me the way that person was trying to tell me is wrong... "Dia nak buat amanah tapi buat dosa sekali..." You know... by hearing his voice and explaining all these to me, it really calms me down. Just by hearing his voice, Im not mad anymore. I felt sort of relief somehow... Dont know why... Oh-oh... Does this mean something?? I hope not...


Saturday, May 01, 2004
11:18 AM

Assalamua'laikum Wr Wb

Wake up @ 9 in the morning and cant sleep back. Dont know why... Should be waking up @ 11 or 12 man... Its Saturday!!! Anyway, dont know whether i'm going out today or not... maybe i would contact the kita_kita2 members and planned to go out. Or... call Sha and make plans for a date.. Hahaha!!!

S msg me yesterday. I was surprised to get a msg from him... Hahaa... Relief though. At least i'm still his friend... Just asked me wat i was doing n stuff... Thought of calling him but then found out that he wanna sleep so I cancelled that thought... Nevermind... Just getting his msg is enough to believe that he's not avoiding me...

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