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Sunday, May 02, 2004
12:12 AM

frustrated


Argghhh!!! I feel like punching something!! I'm so pissed off @ this person... Who likes to iritate me so much! I wonder why I even take his call and talked to him. At first it was ok, then when he was mumbling and i couldnt hear a damn word he said, he call me deaf (oi pekak)... He also called me stupid (eh bodoh) if I dont know anything... Alamak, tell me who wouldnt get pissed off!! Not one time, but many times he call me that... And I wondered why i bothered to talk to him. What a fool I am!!

Then we were talking abt anakmelayu website and he told me he saw my pictures there. Told me that I cant put my old pictures when i was not wearing tudung... He said got such agama. When i told him that my mum never said anything when she saw my pictures in the website, he sort of raised his voice and said "how u know, you never study your religion" ("Mana u tau... U kan tak belajar agama...") And then ordered me to delete the pictures. Wah2, seriously i cant stand it anymore... I gave him a piece of my mind. And just end the call like that. I mean who is he to tell me that... He's not my mum, or my dad or even my boyfriend to order me around.

Then I called S... Well, he's the one I can only turned to abt agama stuff becoz he's so good about it. Better than me... Anyway, told him the story and he said that it's actually correct. He said that rambut perempuan tu Aurat so since I had wear one, I have already covered it. People sees you wearing tudung but when in the picture they can see our hair. So it's not good for me to put old pictures of me when I was not wearing tudung... It's like u see a person naked on the magazine even though at outside, this person is fully clothed. So its still a sin...

All i can say was okay... Asked him whtr its my fault or not for getting mad at the irritating person but S said told me the way that person was trying to tell me is wrong... "Dia nak buat amanah tapi buat dosa sekali..." You know... by hearing his voice and explaining all these to me, it really calms me down. Just by hearing his voice, Im not mad anymore. I felt sort of relief somehow... Dont know why... Oh-oh... Does this mean something?? I hope not...


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